Im slowly starting to focus on it & grow under it.
However, the Light always still feels strange to me.
I fall in awe of its shine. It can be a little too much and often, I find myself hiding from it.
I think you first have to make sure the light inside you is brighter than any light that can shine on you to avoid being blinded by it.
It's just so tough for people like me who have a profound amount of self-loathing & self-sabotage.
The whispers in the dark corridors of my mind are always waiting to swallow the light and drag me to its sunken place.
But as I write this right now, I feel like I'm in a good spot, best headspace I've been in this whole year.
I am letting the light glow & shine on me a little.
And right now, that is all that matters.
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